Dear Diary,

So, here we are.. so many people have asked me about so many things about my relationship. I dont really ahve anything to say to them. OF course Im not gonna say that it was fake. BUt then, i was suprised to know that there been some people who actually want to be with me. So, I guess this pretending actually dig the truth out. anyway, I gotta go now. need to go to Ranau again. haissshhh.....

Today...

Dear Diary,

Today was a very funny day for me... I was on the net and one of my old friend from my former school asked me to play "love game" with her.. So, we changed our relationship status on facebook to make people to believe that it was actually true. lol. It tickles my heart seriously cause this so-called girlfriend of mine was actually one grumpy girl I've ever seen in this miserable life of mine. lol. But, There is something in mind right now, honest. Since that we are couple, I think  I should make the best out of it even it is just a "love game" for both of us.

 I think I'll start to bring her out to dine and spend much quality time together. Plus, Im kinda lonely these past few days. So, it's a good thing to do for now. But, anyhow, there is something else roaming around inside my head. It was the "idea/stand" that I said last time that maybe I should not play this "Love Game" again. It might hurt someone someday. I'm pretty sure it's not gonna be me. I'm afraid it's my friend, Far, the girl which I'm playing this game with. I just hope that she wouldn't take it serious when I always bring her out after this.

Lost my temper...

dear diary, i was really mad and angry. and I  just lost my temper. I was mad towards my little bro and sis. I hit them cause it feels like they have been rude. But I accidentally hit my sister's left eye. I regretted it. I love both my little and bro. love them a lot. the way i act last night just made me not a very good brother to  them.