Memoirs...

Hmmpph... If truth to be told, I missed them so much...
I changed very much... didn’t I?
Farlinah Waty...
A name I could barely never forget...
She was the most gorgeous girl in the school back then... sigh...
She was appealing and pleasant...
Masnih...
Hmmpph..
I missed her smiles a lot...
Just thinking of her smile drives me nuts...
She was just right. A perfect being to giggle with, share things with, and heed jokes together...
I have pooled my heart to them...
She was part of me and I was part of her...
How lofty is she now? I bet she is really tall these days... hehe
Shit... She must be taller than me...
I can’t deem that I'm here.. In a strange place...
A very strange place...
Sigh... All the memories are killing me...
At the same time it’s my medicine...
Without it, I can’t exist...
It’s my poison and my tablets...
When it hits, I often drop tears and craft a smile...
So bizarre... yeah, it is eerie...
Well, only I could comprehend it...
I loved them so much... That’s all I desire to cry...
I smile... You know why, as I know they will smile for me too...

A thought to think...

Now I just realize about something. Maybe, I should take things easy. I got a story to share.

From the very forth of a Once-Upon-A-Time, there is this very friendly guy. He talks to everyone and love to make people (at least) smile. But, some people just don't see things like the way he sees it, because they didn't walk the same journey as he does. And yet, they are very judgmental towards him. His close friends are not to be excluded.

Because it hurts him so bad that people teased him and judged him for the way he is. He changed into somebody else. All the laugh has faded, and there is no body to start a joke already.

There is a time, when your close friend changed into somebody else. He will never attempt people to smile or laugh like he used to do before. Tell him that you have missed his joke a lot before it is too late. because there is a point where your will never get your 'old' friend again.