A little Crack...

I nooded down and whispered monologuely.. "shit man..."

It was a plaintive tone..

But it's okay John.. things will get better. Chin up honey! As time passes by, you'll realize it was never a big deal. What was yesterday, leave in it in the past. You will be shocked when one day in  distance future, you look back again and find that all the blue and woeful memories are the things that will make you smile and those that were joyful and sweet memories will make you cry.

Never regret of what you have done and tried. For you are of what you did.

I think I might need a long rest today. Plus all my activities were cancelled. So, I think it's a good oppoturnity to relax and rest. Be strong. Be brave John...