DONE

No I don't understand. How I could held it together before I could hold your hand.. And I can't recall.If I knew who I was. Who did I used to be?

I guess the exam is over. I now reclaim my life as how it was. But then macam berubah pula sudah sa rasa..

And now what....??? What should I be doing..?? Apa yang perlu sa buat sekarang?? Sa pun makin tidak pasti. Should I start working? Or should I go for another study? Another course perhaps? Oh man... Sa pun tia tau apa mau buat sekarang.. I guess, now I just have to go to what I called as "Tuition-class" untuk main game. Hahaa.. Main Tekken 6. Try to learn of how to use si Zafrina - The weirdest character in Tekken 6. Apapun, Im lost and I dont know what to do.

Ada juga lah sa dapat beberapa cadangan. Sama ada mo jadi Cikgu English atau jadi WAITER yang BERJAYA di restaurant tempat sama2 tutor sa ni. hahaa.. I'll consider very much of being a waiter. Hahahaa.. senang kerja. ambil order then hidang dengan customer. Kalau customer kurang ajar... tuang ja tu nasi di muka dia. Biar melekat tu nasi putih sana his annoying face.. huahaa..

Haish... Sa masih rasa kosong... mmmm... Bisuk maybe I should help sana restaurant lah... teda kerja di rumah... haish... Let's see lah bisuk.. John... John.... plan your future.. Things are not always easy... For now it is.. But, it's not gonna rain forever, neither it is going to be sunny day always. So get yourself prepared and braced up! Even it is just going to be as a waiter. Hahaha.. What a joke.

Tightrope - Paul Freeman

Oh, I'm just totally in love with this song. I fell in love the second I heard it. Awww.. By the way, dont get me wrong - yeah it sounds a little emotional but It doesn't explain any of the things I feel now. No emotional connection or any relation at all. No, no and NO. Say NO to plastic bags. by the way. I wish all internet people/weirdos/pysco to have beautiful days ahead. May you fall down the stairs the moment you gemt out of the bedroom and yet dont hurt you at all! Best wishes! XOXO

 

I don't wanna wait too long
And I don't wanna break it down
The sun is sinking just like stone
And it's hard to for me to breath
My mind is missing pieces of you
And fear and the pain have gone
But I'll keep holdin' holdin'

And I'm higher before than I've ever been
I was walking a tightrope can't you see
That nobody wants to be alone
I was walking a tightrope
(Walking a tightrope)
Can you catch me?

If I let go
As far as I can see
The world is turning out of time
Your gravity will pull me close
And it's all I'll ever need
Don't let me fall and break in two
Cus all we are are skin and bones
So just keep holdin'
Just keep holdin' on

And I'm higher before than I've ever been
I was walking a tightrope can't you see
That nobody wants to be alone
I was walking a tightrope
Can you catch me?

If I let go
There's no way back
If I let go
Your where I land
So here I go
Cus I just wanna live
And I just wanna feel it

I just wanna feel it

And I'm higher before than I've ever been
I was walking a tightrope can't you see
That nobody wants to be alone
I was walking a tightrope
Can you catch me?
If I let go

It was perfect.

It was a perfect moment until jealously came in and ruined it all..

Adidi.. Ni lah lucu kalau jealous2 ni... Benda baik pun buli lingtang pukang rusak.. haiyaa... bagus2 sudah relationship, sudah kasi kenal family sana sini... Bestfriends pun sudah kenal... Pigi rumah si dia pun sudah.. Dia pi rumah sa pun sudah.. Last2, gara2 satu gambar ja. rusak suma.. lucu.. Adidii.. 

Tapi, apa buli buat.. benda sudah berlaku.. Teda apa benda sudah buli kena buat.. Berserah ja lah.. Pasrah si Era Fazirah bilang.. "Kini akuuuuu... pasrah..... dengan segalanyaaaaaa...." Hahahahaa

Tapi kan... lucu juga oh kan memori kami tu.. adididii.. hepi juga oh... we both clicked.. I mean kan.. Kami ngam bah... mmmm... Haiyaa.. but then... nothing to regret. Things happened.. and this is a consequence out of it..

Anyhow, sa tu hari pi Kuala Penyu.. pi lawat kampung kawan urang bilang.. siok juga oh.... i enjoyed my days there. it was AwwwwSOME. haha.. And banyak sa terpaksa bagitau time di Kuala Penyu.. ni lah susah kalau sudah orang tua yang tanya ni... terpaksa bagitau yang betul2... Kalau durang yg budak2 and kawan2, buli lagi sa gurau2.. contohnya sa ikut tuisyen kampung2... pasal diri sa...

Sekali kena tanya oleh urang tua... terpaksa lah juga sa jawab yg betul2 sebab kalau urang tua yg tanya, it is really a big deal and you are just forbidden to crack jokes to old folks. Nanti, kena terajang and tidak kena suka... Aishemen... Minggu depan pi Pulau..!!! Yihaaaaaaaa!!! and Sa mau tingu suma wayang terbaru sekarang termasuklah Jack the Giants Slayer (kalau tidak silap sa lah), Iron Man 3, Wreck it Ralph, OZ the Greatest and Powerful! Yooo man! cant wait!

Gout

Well here... I've been writing tons of bullshits about me. So, lets share some useful information..
 

CAUSES AND RISK FACTORS

Accumulated uric acid crystals

GOUT is one of the most common forms of arthritis and can be extremely painful. "Gout is a disorder of the metabolism of uric acid," says the book Arthritis. What is more, it "is a disorder with a clearly identified cause - the presence of uric acid crystals in the synovial fluid of a joint, particularly in the big toe. The joint may become inflamed and swollen,hot to the touch and excruciatingly painful. Based on a sufferer named Alfred, "A slight touch causes an unbearble stabbing pain."

But no worries because gout is one of the most treatable forms of arthritis which the treatment usually focuses on non-steroidal, anti-inflammatory drugs or in recurrent or very severe attacks,on allopurinol, which helps in the formation of uric acid.

Risk Factors for Recurrence

The swollen look of the big toe (it also can occur to fingers)

The Primary risk factors are age, gender, and genetics. Men are three or four times more likely to get the disease than women, who rarely develop it before menopause.

   Obesity and diet: The Encyclopedia of Human Nutrition states: "Dietary management of gout no longer seems to be focused  on restriction of foods with a high purine content but, rather, on the treatment of metabolic disorders commonly associated with gout: obesity, insulin resistance syndrome and dyslipidemia," or abnormal blood levels of lipids, such as cholesterol.

   Nevertheless, some authorities also recommend cutting back on foods that contain high amounts of purines, such as yeast, certain fish, and various red meats like beef."

    Drink: Excess alcohol consumption can inhibit the excretion of uric acid, causing a buildup.

    Medical conditions: According to the Mayo Clinic, in the United States, gout may be triggered by certain medical conditions, including "untreated high blood pressure (hypertension) and chronic conditions such as diabetes, high levels of fat and cholesterol in the blood (hyperlipidemia), and narrowing of the arteries (arteriosclerosis). Gout is also linked to "sudden or severe illness or injury, and immobility due to bed rest," as well as kidney disease. Evidentlyd, the big toe is a prime target of gout because of its poorer circulation and lower temperature - two conditions that can promote the buildup of uric acid.

   Medications: Products that increase the risk of gout include thiazide diuretics (drugs that promote the release of water from the body, commonly used to treat high blood pressure), low-dose aspirin, antirejection drugs given to transplant patients, and chemotherapy drugs.

Okay.. That's the information for now... So today, I actually feel weird of living alone in my brother's house... It feels creepy and it is not really that enjoyable... :'(

See you guys in my next post!

Facebook...

Random Quote : Honestly, I dont't care. =)

Waaa...

Lamanya sudah tia buka facebook ouw kan... Hehehehee... mmmmm.... Mo dekat satu bulan sudah... Piwieet.. Hebat ouw sa.. Hahahaha... Bukan apa... Tapi, malas pula sudah buka facebook.. Makin buring ni.. adeideiii.. Lagipun, sa ada ni blog sudah.. hehehe.. and sa tingah teruskan usaha kasih siap Novel sa sendiri.. Awwww... Hahahaha... Sa sudah buka satu Journal di internet, tu hari ada juga lah sa dapat peluang mo hantar pi reader digest short story sa... mmm... tapi kalau sa hantar, hak milik tu cerita jadi durang punyaa... adididiii.. sedih... Menurut tu agreement, durang buli tukar tu cerita menurut kehendak durang dan ubah gaya bahasa yang sa guna di dalam... Tia mau lah kalau macam tu.. Kalau jadi buku betul2, nanti idea sa kena amik.. Lagipun, sa buat ni Novel pun bukannya mo jual pooonnn... sa mo kasih tunjuk untuk pembaca di journal sa ja pun... Pernah juga lah bercita2 mo kasih publish... Tapi, takut berharap tinggi betul.. nanti tia kesampaian, sendiri yang kesian.. Hahahaha... Jadi, buat yang besa2 ja lah.. publish di internet journal mcm blogging lah... setakat ni ada sudah pembaca lah.. Hohohooo.. Harap2 cerita sa siapp.. Kalau siap..... AAAAAAAAAARRRRGGGhhh... Komfom sa hepi.. Mcm kangaru terus sa lumpat2.. Ngihehehehe... Sekurang2nya dapat juga sa timba pengalaman dlm bidang penulisan sastera kan... Tapi, mungkin tia sampai begitu serius lah sa mo buat nanti.. mcm sa bilang, setakat internet short story ja di Journal sa yg satu lagi... =)

Oh ya... Pasal facebook pula..... kita tingu sampai bila sa buli tahan tia buka facebook kunun... Hahahaha... hari ni sa rasa sudah masuk minggu ke-4 sa tidak buka... Ngihehehehee... Buka blog and journal ja lah.. =D

satu lagi kan.... Makin ramai pulak private followers sa ni.. Adeieideieieiii... sa ada 19 public followers tapi dlm Dashboard sa... dia bilang, sa ada 23 private followers... cheng cheng cheng... sapa kan tu.... Kali Kwn matriks sa kali kan baca ni blog.. wakakaikaka.... Mo tau rahsia private sa kali tu kan.. Hahahaha... Sebab sa ada tulis bah full name kawan rapat sa di Matriks dekat Dedication Page sa sini Blog sa ni... Astagaa.. Takut durang terjumpa ni Blog terus follow private ni tau... Sebab kalau follow private, dia langsung teda bagi info pasal tu followers.. Dia cuma bagi tau, berapa urang yg follow blog ko privately.. Adeideii.. Ni yang susah ni tau... Takut sudah sa mo post2 apa2 yang melampau private di blog ni.. Nanti kena baca.. wakakakakaa... Tu lah sa delete tu Pagi Dedication sa di blog ni.. yang ada sa letak nama tu.. Sebab kalau durang type full name durang terus blog sa ni kena kasih tunjuk... Sudah sa try ni tadi.. Matay.. Jadi langkah paling bagus, sa pun akhirnya delete tu Dedication page sa yg ada nama durang tu.. hohooo... ;P ngihehehe...

 =P Anyway, minggu depan adalah minggu ke-5 "No Fuckbook!" Hahahaha.. I mean No Facebook! Hahaha... =D Oh yeah... Ada lagi sa mo cakap.. tapi Biar lah ni lyrics lagu video di bawah ni explain pa sa mo cakap.. Heheheheheh.. =P

Video : Don't act right when you know you're dead wrong. You're out of line and it's a little too late cause I'm already gone. Honestly you did it to yourself, so don't blame me. Ima go 'cause I got no problem with saying goodbye. Is it wrong that I'm gonna be having the time of my life??'Cause honestly I just don't care. =P

Outing...

Random Quote : Most people wait, until it is too late...

So yeah, this is my outing with Tom and the kids.. Ada lagi gambar bah ni.. Tapi mmm... tia payahlah tunjuk semua kan.. Nanti full my blog. Hahahaa..

Eating... hehehe..

We had a whale of a time! - playing games, watchin movie and eating excellent food. Tom's friends came from Italy and I already met them. They were great people. 2 of them are black people but they were born and raised in Italy, so they are Italian in citizenship and the other 3 are really Italian in blood. So yeah, we're going for rock Climbing with the kids again very soon in the future and also we planned to go for Horse Riding. I cant wait! :")

Yang ni mo pi tingu wayang..

Anyway, first time pula sa kasi pacak rambut sa tadi... Wow. Tekezut sa.. LOl..(yang gambar di atas ni bukan rambut pacak ar... sa teda gambar tu rambut pacak..  Hahaha)  My goodness, Lain juga rupa sa kalau rambut berdiri kan... Terus macam bukan si John.. Macam nampak ganas betul. Terus jadi versi John yang garang dan jahat.. hahahaha... Adididi.. Pelik lah. Tukar balik pi rambut yg tidur2 di dahi lah.. Hahaha..

Video : Cause all I need is a beauty and a beat, Who can make my life complete..

These Tranquil Days...

You know what I feel since the past few weeks...?? I feel that these days are my days of tranquil and peace... I am happy and I really find peace and happiness deep in me.. I cant really explain of how I found these calmness after so much things that has happened. But I can say that, I am in a state where negativity seems to have no effects on me.. My soul seems to be so lifted and at the same time feel peace...

I guess, all the negatives that hit and stroke me last time gave me a strength that eventually overcame it. I'd like to tell you guys this.. that "i might not know the key to success.. But trust me... knowing the key to failure is even better...  much better.. "

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