About Me..

About me? You wanna know? Why do you even care? Geez...

Forgot to bring my wallet

Dear Diary,m

Make the Best Out of Life...

Dear Diary,

So every day whenever I am going to sleep late at night, I usually think of what I have had accomplished that particular day... I just want to appreciate whatever things I've had done that day and be proud of it.. It is now part of all the pieces of the memories in life that I will definitely going to remember and enjoy thinking when I grow old in the future...

Just appreciate of the time you have now not and make the best of out it.. Time passes only once in your lifetime... Now it is 11:36pm,Sunday 19th of August 2012. This time only passes once in my life.. It'll never gonna comeback and if I didnt make the best out of it. I will lose it just like that...

So I just want to create as many sweet memories with the people I am with now. Not the people who aren't here with me nor the people I yet to have in the future.

I know there are people out there who are afraid of spending the time with the wrong person or wasted their money with the wrong guy/girl. But, for me.. it all doesnt matter. All I want is I am happy and have good memories created.. I am happy being me. Being a guy who make the best out of everything... I dont wanna grow old and regrets for doing the things I wanted to do when I was capable of doing it.. 

I've seen quite bunches of people who only know how to live in the moment when their are old enough... They only start to go out and hang out with their friends when they have grown up.. I dont wanna be like that.. I want to appreciate the things when I have the chance... People say.. "Masa muda hargailah masa muda.. Jangan sudah berumur baru mo terfikir mo macam mana rasa kehidupan orang muda.. Nanti sudah tua, berumur dan ada anak... Arrr... time tu acting macam orang ada anak lah..."

I dont want to sit down on a couch one day and keep thinking to myself of all the things I should have done when I had the chance to... So, stop thinking about whether you are doing those things with the wrong people or not.. Maybe some of the things are meant to be done with these strangers in your life... So take the chance... Enjoy life to the fullest at the same time fear God as Someone who will take care and watch over you... Trust me.. Live in the moment whether it is with the wrong person and just go with it.. Trust me.. One day... You'll look back and smile to all these sweet memories you have... =)

Who are you..??

Dear Diary,

You know what... Banyak berlaku dua tiga hari ni.. Kadang2 sa rasa lucu juga lah.. Sebab kejadian teruk macam ni macam jadi rutin sudah pla.. sampai sa pun boleh ketawa kadang2. hahaha..

Anyway kan.. Sa tidur di rumah kakak saya yang satu lagi semalam atas beberapa sebab.. hahaha.. sama2 dengan kakak sulung sa..Sa berabis tinguk Olympic and main internet sekali sampai rumah kakak sa sampai subuuuuuuuh.. hehehehe..

Jadi kan... esoknya tu (pagi ni lah) sa balik rumah abang sa lah... nasib baik teda mama sa... Jadi kan.. sekali sa balik, sa makan and terus tertidur... Naaaaa..... Ini lah bah yang sa mau cerita ni.... sebab kan... Time sa tidur tu kan... sa ada termimpi sesuatu bah... sa termimpi seseorang yang sa tidak boleh lupa sampaaaaaaaaailah sekarang.... Sa mimpi sa dalam satu tempat yang sudah moden tapi hancur sudah tempat tu mungkin sebab peperangan lah kunun2nya... *cewaaah.. macam movie pulaaaakk kannnn... kakakka.. bikin panas.. hahaha.. Jadi, teruskan cerita mimpi sa... Time tu banyak orang macam tinggal di khem, mungkin sebab mengelak peperangan kali lah.. Jadi, sa pun ada di sana.. Banyak remaja time tu sana...

Jadi kan... Time askar limpas tempat sana, kami ramai2 bertapuk di dalam satu lubang bah... gelap lah dan sedalam 100meter begitu... Jadi kan...Lepas askar sudah limpas, semua orang pun naik balik termasuk sa lah... sa tunggu dulu semua orang naik.. Time sa mo mula naik sudah... sa ternampak satu urang.... yang belum keluar dari lubang tu... sa nampak dia macam teda tenaga... Jadi, sa suruh dia naik tapi dia diam ja.. Jadi, sa nampak dia... macam jadi lembut hati sa.. jadi, dengan segala tenaga yang ada sa pun angkat lah dia.. Gendong lah kunun2nya.. kakakakaka... Sa angkat bahu dan kepala pakai tangan satu and satu lagi tangan sa angkat dua2 kaki dia.. macam gendong baby di dadah lah kunun2nyaa... Cewaaaaaaahh!! Hhahahaa... 

Jadi kan...time sa angkat.. astagaa... punya lah ringan... tu orang kan... putih... sangat bersih kulit dia tidak macam remaja lain time tu sebab yang lain macam hitam2 sudah sikit sebab kena matahari dan time perang lagi.. Dia putih tapi macam bedebu2 kulit dia macam comot lah sebab keadaan sekeliling kan... Dia pakai singlet putih yang lusu sikit ja lah..and kurus2 sikit... rambut dia lurus dan pendek di belakang tapi rambut depan jatuh sampai ke kening dia yang hitam dan tebal... rambut dia warna perang2 and coklat sikit.. macam tu warna Mocha.. bibir dia pink tapi tidak lah halus sebab macam kena habuk2 and debu2 sekeliling..

Time sa angkat dia kan.. macam dia tiada tenaga bah... kesian.. tapi setiap kali sa tingu dia kan.. terus macam tenang betul oh hati sa... Macam sa rasa hidup sa lengkap sudah ni biarrpun situasi time tu teruk.. Jadi, lepas sa angkat dia sampai atas... Sa kasih turun dia dan dia jalan sendiri sudah lah.. Kami terus pi tempat satu khemah ni... Kami pun tidur sama2... sa peluk dia kan.... hati sa tenang betul oh.. and dia pun peluk sa macam dia tia mau kasih lepas ni...

ok... cerita ni panjang sikit bah.. jadi sa kasih pindikkan! Hahaha.. selama beberapa hari kami sama2 ja... makan and semua benda kami buat sama2... dia suka ikut2 sa... tapi dia pendiam ni... Sampai lah beberapa hari pas tu, situasi perang ok sikit sudah... Jadi, kami angkat barang mo pindah...

Pas dia angkat barang2 dia... Sa suruh dia jalan depan dulu nanti sa ikut... Time tu sa yakin sa akan jumpa dia balik... Sebab sa bercadang ikut dari belakang sambil angkat barang... Dia pun jalan depan lah tapi dia tidak tau sa tidak ikut dia dari belakang...

Pastu, sa meneloh pi belakang mau amik barang sa... Then sa cepat2 jalan mau cari dia di depan..... Tapi sa tidak jumpa dia sudah..........~ Sa terus hilang arah macam ibu hilang anaknya.. Sa cuma mau jumpa dia balik bah tu..

Sa... macam kelam kabut time tu sebab sa tidak dapat jumpa dia ni... terus sa check telefon sa.... Sa mau call dia sebab sa teringat hari tu sa ada save number telefon dia... tapi sa tidak dapat cari telefon sa... sa kehilangan telefon and number dia sekali.....

mau nya sa nangis... sebab.... sa tidak pernah tanya nama dia pun........ Sa cuma mo tengok muka dia balik... Sa mo tenung dia and pegang tangan dia balik... =(

Time sa terbangun, sa betul2 masih ingat muka dia oh.... Tapi hati sa betul2 berdebar time terbangun tidur.... Sa cuma mau tau nama dia... Siapa nama dia ar....??? I really want to meet dia balik.... to say that I really like that person... Kalau sa terjumpa dia real life memang sa akan tegur tu urang. sa akan cerita dia pasal mimpi sa oh... hooohohohooo... tu lah mimpi sa....

apa erti mimpi sa ni ar....???  Mmmmmmm....

I Need To Start SAVING...!!!!!!

Salut Restaurant in Tuaran

Dear Diary,


Oh my goodness...!!! Another one week and I've spent another RM 600! My Goodness!! Im dead!! So I've spent in total of RM 1300 in 4 weeks!! Astagaaa... Mati lah sa sama mama sa kali ni.. Atuukuuuiii..... Habis! Sapsai! I cant even remember what were the things I spent my money on.. Huh.... So, lepas ni teda duit poket lah sa ni... huhuhuuu... Teda tingu wayang lah sa ni... teda jalan2 lagi... atuukuuiiii... From now on... After I get my pocket money next month, I promise to myself that I will start saving... I will not be an extravagant bastard anymore! huhuhu =( sa mo jimat sudah.. huhuhuu.. =( So yeah, today I had class. It was a boring class.


and Oh yeah! There seems to be a gathering there at Anjung Senja, Kota Kinabalu this evemning. Im not so sure what was all that about. My friend said, it was this Merdeka Stuff. I read from the internet, QPR is going down to KK on 17 Julai, 2012 (today). I dont know. I guess, it's politic stuff gathering because there are bunches of traffics and polices were everywhere just now.. Hohohoo... I like politics by the way! =D So yeah,  I guess, thats all what I wanna write down today.. I hope, tomorrow would be a better day for me! *I pray!*

Home Alone...

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Kinabalu Park

Dear Diary,




Yow Man! So today I grounded myself! Hahahaa... Geezz... I mean, I dont wanna go for 2 weeks cause I wanna stay at home,eat, sleep, go to class, go back home, eat sleep, and go to class and so on for two weeks. I hope I will be gaining some weight! So yeah, no movie, no cinema, no nothing for this 2 weeks. 

And I bought some products just now. Aaaaarrghhh... Habis belanja.  I bought Hair serum, body lotion, hair conditioner, face products and weight scale...Yihaaa..!! Now I have my very own weight scale! I can't wait to use it everyday! I wanna see how I weight every single day from now on so that it is easy for me to know whether I'm gaining or losing weight. At least I wanna gain 1kg per day. =D

Choose wisely...

Quote : At the end of time, it's not the face of your partner, but it's the character you have to live with...

Trip to Ranau with someone.. hehehe

Dear Diary,

So you know.. I've found some hot people in Kota Kinabalu, Sabah. And I asked my self why am I still single? Sometimes I find it funny. You know... I am a hypocrite if I say appearance is not the thing Im looking in a relationship. I would be lying to myself and to everyone around me. True, good looks helps to boost our interest in that person whether it is sexual or other things. But I also hoping for someone with a character and personality I can accept. I dont like someone who judge other people, like seriously! hahahaa... Keep judging but they never even bother to see how bad they actually in many ways.

You know, I really dislike someone who is judge-mental. I hate someone who is trying to change people around them or who I am. I dislike people who think they are better than other people and I hate when someone thinks he is so special that he deserves much better than anyone else. It's not wrong thing to do to think and feel that ourselves are special, but we that's should not be the reason for any us to think we are much better than people around us. We don't have the right to think negative or say bad things about our friends around us. Like seriously?

Anyhow, I'm just angry I think. That's why I am writting this craps on this blog of mine. Anyhow, Have good day ahead people. 

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