Birthday Present

No one knows except his father that actually I was the one who personally choose and bought the phone accesorries that my student loves so much.
My student's father asked me to make his old samsung s III glimmering so that he can give to his son. So I personally choose the pirate of carribean cover with 3D effect, colourful gliterring screen protector and personalise the details on the phone.

In the evening his father presented the surprised birthday gift to this little nice guy and well. The surprise seriously worked!

*what to expect from an about-to-turn 13 years old boy right?

This boy was so happy, not to mention the extra happiness when he got few notes of RM50 as an additional gift aside from the Samsung S III.

*lets just hope he'll not become a spoiled little brat in the future.

So, back to my point! He was so happy. His smiles curved a pretty long line on his face and hardly to relax. Seeing him so happy that moment made me think slash (/) ponder. Was he happy because of the money given or the depth of affection he thought was from his father when he saw that everything about the phone was perfectly matched his soul.

And i thought further... I dont want a dad like that. And I dont want to be a dad of that type. Cheating your love to your children. When you never really mean it... It was sad moment for me. Not because of wanting compliments but because it wasnt true enough from the father.. no one knows I did everything. If that little boy knew.... his thought of his father as hero would break to ruins... pity.

*ok. Enough of sadness. Happy birthday to my student anyway. :)

What needed to be said had been said.

Biar.... Biar satu kali sa terus terang and clear and buat dia berfikir... Urang bilang better lagi orang dekat yg terus terang seterang-terangnya daripada orang lain yang terus akan kasih biar kamu selepas kasih hantam tu realiti di muka..

Segala apa yang sa buat dan cakap sekarang mungkin agak melampau dan cross the limits. Bukan agak. Tapi mimang melampau pun. Tapi biar ni sekali ja (tidak diulang lagi) tapi mampu beri impak dengan cara pemikiran dia ni. Peduli lah kejam sa cakap hari ni sebab kebaikan besok harinya adalah lebih besar.

Sa tidak menyesal dan sa lega akhirnya setelah lama dapat juga segalanya terungkai. Masa utk ko ja tu berfikir betul2 dan berubah. Sa doa2 lah ko masih boleh fikir dgn waras and sedar dengan diri sendiri. Kalau tidak pun, masa akan ungkai segalanya nanti. Mungkin presepsi dan kesimpulan sa sekarang salah di masa hadapan nanti. Mungkin juga betul. Apapun yang penting adalah masa sekarang yang nyata.

What needed to be said had been said. Sa mo tutup rapat2 apa yang ada hari ni. ※